This is an essay I wrote about my precious boy William that was recently published in my local newspaper and will soon be published in Columbus Parents Magazine, December 6, 2012 issue. Hope you enjoy! :)
Okay, it seems like a no-brainer to say that boys and girls
are different. But aside from the obvious naughty bits business, the
differences between the male and female of the species are staggering. Now, I
have three children; my firstborn Ellie, my middle child and only son William,
and my youngest, Allison, whom we call ‘Big Al’ because she’s so tiny. The
girls are interesting. Ellie is a married college student now with a new baby, my
first grandson whom I call Benjamin Alexander the Great. Allison is a sixth
grader, a cheerleader, straight A student and all around goody two shoes, but
with a streak of evil in her a mile wide, especially when it comes to
tormenting her brother. And then there’s my boy, William.
Poor Will. He’s the rose between the two thorns that are his
sisters, and believe me; they love to harass him to no end. But it’s hard
sometimes to feel sorry for him because frankly, boys are weird. Now, don’t get
me wrong. I love my boy just as much as I love my girls. He is funny, smart, a
handsome young man of thirteen. But from day one, he was just a strange kid,
and the more I’m around boys, the more I realize they are all the same.
When my girls were little, they rarely if ever put anything
in their mouths that didn’t belong there. Will’s first solid food was a spider
he found crawling along the baseboard of the living room floor. We lived near
the beach in California when he was a baby, and for days after an afternoon on
the shore I’d be changing sand-filled diapers. Cigarette butts buried in the
sand went right into his mouth. Cat food had to be put up on a high surface or
the cat would have starved to death. In
fact, after catching him eating a crayon one day I began to worry that he had
that weird disease that causes people to crave dirt, detergent, paint chips and
plaster.
And it’s not just the weird “I’ll eat anything” syndrome. He
and his friends speak a language that I don’t get. At all. In fact, this is a
standard thirteen-year-old boy conversation:
“Dude!”
“Dude!”
“Duuuuude!”
“Duuuuude!”
“Oh,
duuuuude!”
See? Nonsensical perhaps, yet they completely understand
every subtle nuance of this conversation. And this weird conversational style
extends to our family as well. Every day, I’d ask my girls how school was, and
I’d receive a litany of complaints about Bethany doing something heinous to
Brittany while Morgan was stabbing Ashton in the back and Megan complained
about it to Stephanie and now everyone was mad at Emily! When I ask Will about
his day, it goes a little something like this:
Me: “So, how
was your day buddy?”
Him: “Mmm.”
Me:
“Anything exciting happen?”
Him: “Mmm.”
Me: “We’re
having your favorite: spiders and sand for dinner tonight!”
Him: “Mmm.”
But I go to
school conferences and the teachers all say the same thing:
Teacher:
“Oh, Mrs. Yoder, Will is such a pleasure to have in class! He’s an outspoken
classroom leader, full of creativity and thought. He just exudes personality!
But I’m sure you know all this already.”
Me: “Mmm.”
So mothering
a son is definitely not as easy as I’d thought. Yet for all his quirks and boy
weirdness, there is something about little boys (because let’s face it, no
matter how big they get, they’re always our little boys, right?) He and I can
sit and play cards for hours and just smile at each other and not talk much and
I know he’s enjoying our time together. Even though hugs and kisses are
becoming fewer and farther between, every once in a while he will come up to me
and lay his head on my shoulder, very briefly, and I’ll smell that boy-smell
that is outdoorsy and sporty and puppy-doggy and my heart just about melts. And
even though his voice is deeper now and on the rare occasion I get a kiss on
the cheek I can feel a little wisp on fine baby mustache, he will always be the
little boy who used to sing along with me to “Foxy Lady” by Jimi Hendrix,
pronouncing it FOKFEE. He will be the boy who pulled the neighbors flowers out
of the ground to present me with a bouquet when he was 4. He’s the boy who
cried and let only me hold him when he fell off the bed and busted his head
open, requiring 10 stitches and ice cream sandwiches daily for a week.
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